i’ll shred your face off

Tuesday, August 18th, 2009

Well it seems to be that time again. You know every couple months when I have a bit of a meltdown about my body. Yeah, that time.

After seeing pictures of myself that have popped up from BlogHer and other events, watching a show full of hot bitches take off their clothes and some photos of something else that bothered me, it’s time to crack down.

Seriously.

SERIOUSLY.

When I look in the mirror I don’t see it but when photos and video roll around, I get embarrassed. How could I have let myself wear that or sit like that? Or fuck, I really look that bad?

So yes, it’s time to get things moving again. I’ll be starting the Shred again and taking more long walks with the pup. Heavily restricting my food intake, lots more water and all that good stuff.

I’m ready to see the numbers drop and some changes. For good.

If you need me I’ll be in front of my tv crucio-ing Jillian Michaels.

That bitch.